Friday, September 30, 2005

The Good old times

When I was searching for something that I think I have lost. I came across a certain something...yes I found my little authograph book instead or my DXN card. So I open it up and read some of it. Yes...once I open up that small book I have found the Good Old times. Where my friends and I have done so much and all the fun we had together was undenialbly one of the best time I have ever had.

But sadly I have lost contact with some of my friends. Reading that little book sure bring back a lot of memories. The birthday and greeting cards my friends gave me really was fun.

I stand here and pray that my friends will be blessed all the way. Good luck to you all too

A great day...then again not so great day

Today seems to be an average normal day. Everything was fine until night it was not ok. I am feeling sleepy and Hungry but after I got to know some information it got me worried sick. Never had I thought that talking so softly could mean yelling to a person.

If I have really done something wrong I apologise for that. Maybe I am a person who doesn't care much about peoples' feelings. I could have been a selfish asshole for all I know. If that is true then I apologise again.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Mission Completed....Bwahahahahahahahahaha

Yahoo.... I have finally done my first reformatting...It is a success...I am so happy about it. Never thought I could have actually done it. It was so easy...I have again learned something new and next time I do not need to ask for anybodys help.

Another thing is that I have finally finished my very own Visual Basic 6.0 Assignment. Even though got a bit of help with the code. But I have finally done it myself. Typed it all by myself... and found out that I understand it better.

Yes Mission Completed Bwahahahahahahahahhahaha

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Love- Something Mysterious

When we refer to the oxford dictionary for the word "Love". This is what we will get [Love: A deep affection or fondness; sexual passion; sexual relations; beloved one; sweet heart etc] This is basically what we will get from the dictionary. But I will agree at what is stated in the dictionary.

But when we ask people, they have their own definition of love. Different people will give different definition. I personally would define love as in caring for someone and you want to spend the rest of your life with that person you love. Not only that when that certain special person comes there is no one in this world that could easily take the place of your beloved one.

Love can be a mysterious thing for it can make someone who is in loved so happy that they feel like they are on top of the world yet at times the pain that it brings is unbearable. Then it is funny at first how you can hate a person so much and ending up loving them so deeply. Even for all the pain that they have inflicted on you, you would some how still forgive them because you love them too much to hate them.

Sometimes I wonder can a world without love survive (laughs~)... well the answer is obvious right it can't. A world without love would be so dull and the world would be in chaos for if there is no love there will sure be wars all around.

Sometimes seeing the one you love pays attention to some else more makes you really angry and sad at the same time. and when they are good to you, you feel like you can walk on clouds.

So I think that in this world love is one of the important ingredient that brings peace and harmony at the same time it is a mystery that is hard to solve.

Reference: photos taken from Consider Love

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Lack Of Parking at Swinburne University Sarawak Campus

Dear me...dear me such a nice name but still there is a big problem in this University. One of the biggest problem in this University is the insufficient parking area. This problem is getting from bad to worse. Last time around 8:30 in the morning your still able to grab a nice parking spot for your dear little car. But now 8:30 if your lucky you can get a parking space where it is right under the sun and when you get in your car after the class Whoo hoo~~ Now I know how does a roasted pig felt.
Well that is not the point. The point is today when I arrived here before 8:30 THERE WAS NO PARKING ANYMORE!! WTF Swinburne build more carparks quick!!

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Mid Autumn Festival 2005

Oh ho ho ho ho! Bring on the moon cakes...I mean the delicious ones. YES!! Happy Mid- Autumn Festival In Malaysia or in my case Kuching Sarawak.

In this fest little carries small laterns and family feast on mooncakes. Usually the fillings in mooncakes are made from red bean which is smashed up into like some sort of paste and then being baked. It is sweet and some comes with an egg-yolk. But these days mooncakes comes in diffrent flavours including CHOCOLATES!!


Airport Shopping and Spotting

Nothing to do so I decided to go to the airport and take a look. Well the airport isn;t really far from my house. By car i can reach the ariport roughly less than 5 minutes. The airport now is undergoing redevelopment so it was pretty dirty and the road is bad.

While at the airport I have done some shopping and spotting. The one place that I like at the Airport is Famous Amous. That is my cookie and chocolate heaven. I bought one of my old tome favourites Kinder Bueno Chocolate. I just love that I think it is so nice but it cost quite a lot 5 bars for RM14.50 so one bar is roughly RM 3 something then went up to the Viewing Gallery to take a view of aircraft departing and Landing. But then again Kuching is not like Singapore-Changi or Hong Kong-Chep Lak Kok International Airport that busy because we do not have many airlines serving us. The major carrier in Kuching is Malaysia Airlines (MAS). So the schedule isn'r that tight where you will see aircraft lining up to land and take off. But I saw 2 Landings and 2 take off make that 3 landings.

So a day at the airport ain't that bad but it is really dirty now because of the construction and all.

Saturday, September 17, 2005

Yakaty yak yak

Ever in your live seen a parent that can be so annoying sometimes. Somedays they can be so good to you at some days you just do not know what in world happened to them. They'll just come home and pick on you. They can just scold you for practically anything. E.g. I always talk the way I do the same way and all of a sudden they will say or in my case she will say you are being very rude. You becareful cause one day I might have had it with you and this is not the first time it happens quite often.

Another scenario is that they are always the correct ones. Not criticism on them is allowed they just can't take it. If you go saying something like "You are scolding me for reason at all" "they will go I am scolding you for a reason!!" and then the story goes on and on and on.

I really do not know how long can I take this. Sometimes I just feel like telling them off but then again they are my parents it is hard. It is not the nagging part that I am mad at. It is how they always say things that sometimes make me they even think before they speak. They will actually go cursing their own child, they will say something like...I really do not know how are you going to live without me...Your so useless!!! or one day you will get it from your own children like what you are doing me now. WTF!!! sorry lord really, but this is really driving me up the wall.

Sometimes she really makes me feel like moving out. I think living on my own will be better facing a volcano that will without any warning explode. Yes, I know what people say moving out on your own is not like what you think. It is hard. But then again, facing this almost everyday I could end up at a mental hospital in no time.

Now I understand why sometimes I do not feel like going home. Why I enjoy hanging out with my friends. It sorts off help me to feel better.

God give me strength...I am trying my best I swear I am....

VB Test today...could I make it through?

Ok...Today is the day that I could dig my grave again....yes today is my visual basic test day again...well not again though. My very first test which covers 5 topics including my worst nightmare strings am gonna die....

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Visual Basic - Not my cup of tea

I have notice that programming really isn't my thing. Once I see all the codes I get a bad headache.

If you ask me to write them that is even worse the least I know is how to write the exit code. If you ask me to use string, instrings, Loops, Do while. I'll just go and dig my own grave and jump in. What more tommorrow is my test again. Sighs~ wish me luck...I'll just have to try my best.