It ends here....

Dear readers and friends,

It has come to a point in life where another chapter of my life ends here. So much has happen within a short time. What I have been through within these few months no one really understands or knows about it, unless my closest friends.

I have given up and let go of my past and I am going to end this chapter of my life here and as on this date. These three months has been nothing but a disaster to my life and I do not know how to explain or tell the story about what has gone so wrong. Part of me still ask myself ... where have I gone wrong and what have I done wrong to deserve all the misunderstandings and selfishness that I have received from a few people. I have grew tired of trying to let them see a bigger picture in life. I tried my best....

So here I am, tired and beaten, I raise the white flag to show defeat and I surrender. I had enough of pain that has been inflicted onto my frail heart.

I had also learnt that I have to stand up alone and can't rely much on my friends. Some which I thought I can looked up too seemed to have forgotten about me and continued on with their lives and made me feel as if I never existed. Some which I seek answers, never could give me an answer instead ask me to leave it be.

"Its enough...enough is enough" my heart whispers to me...as it can't take in anymore sadness and disappointments in life.

My chapter of life ends here... and so does this blog.... it also ends here... Thank you and goodbye....


p/s: If only you all could have looked and see things from another perspective...life could be different . If only you gave it a chance, gave it a chance to explain, gave it a chance to see if it worked out or not. But...sadly... you all never wanted too.

The Accident

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Short Talk:
So much has happen in such a short time.
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So much has happened in my life. So much that it is hard to explain.

3rd of June 2008 marks a new chapter in my life. In my 4 years of driving experience never had I met with such things. I was involved in a 3 car pile up. The worst part was that I was the last car.

It was raining that day, the road was slippery. I was on my way to pick a friend up for lunch. I wanted that friend to help me out with some stuff which I don't know how to do. I wanted to bless a dear friend who meant a lot to me. Never had I thought before I can perform that task in the temple, I had my car crashed into another car's back. The accident was pretty serious in a way. The car in front of me rammed into another car in front of him first before I came in from the back.

the bonnet was bent car plate chipped off

headlamps broken

I really don't blame anyone for this now, its just fate. Even though at that time and a few days at that time I blame the guy one car in front of me who made an emergency brake for no reason and caused this accident. All that is in the past.

The front seat passenger side door could not be open.

After the accident, my relationship with my mother has gone sour, I got used to it. To her, I am just a bad son and a useless one. She says she has given up on me. Can't blame her much. No matter what I have done its never good enough for her. She likes to compare me with all the cousin's saying how I should be like them.... but that is another story.

Because of the accident I also had a traffic police fine of RM300 for no reason at all. Stated that I drove recklessly on the road. The police was just a piece of useless crap who talks crap all the tome when I was writing my report. The police could not even type or use the computer properly. How sad can Malaysian police be?

With the fine and repair works I had to pay RM875 in total....

The old scare...from last year

After the accident, it has open my eyes to a lot of things. I realized how one's life could be very fragile and you will never know what will happen next in a split of a second. I could have died in that accident... or I could have killed someone in that accident.

How I wish... I died in that accident... how I wish earlier on this year while I was crossing the road, the truck that nearly hit me...would just actually hit me and let me leave this world......

Pressured+Stress = Smoking to distress?

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Short Talk:
The never ending battle with assignments...and tests and now the war is nearing...sighs final exams...
Hates current situation.....
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I have always admired those friends of mine who does not need to work part-time while they are studying. All they need to worry is about their studies. As for me the story is different, after going through some financial difficulties in the family, I started to work as a part-time English tutor to earn my own allowances.

Soon after that, I had to pay for my own phone bill and also the internet bill and other minor expenses. I have been a part-time worker for 3 years or more now. Initially I did not feel the stress or pressure for the Uni workload was still manageable and students back then are not as hard to teach as compared to now.

This year I felt pressured and stressed the most not only because of my work and my studies but also some other things. The increasing expenses and the inconsistent income that I received. No one in my shoes would actually feel what I feel now. Some say, I can survive well with the income I received. But do they know how much are my fixed expenses? Well... I bet they do not know. For this coming month my pay will be roughly RM368 (USD 114.34). RM200.00 will go to the bills that I have to pay and I will be left with RM 168.00 (no inclusive of other expenses) to spend on food alone. Sometimes I don't know how the hell I pull through.

ciggies~~

Studies are not helping me much either, the constant tests and assignments are driving me up the wall. Since I am already in my second year and second semester, the subjects that I have enrolled in are very heavy on me. I do not know how to pull through.

supplies....

My work is not making my life easier either. My students seemed to have little improvements. Some who doesn't even know how to speak basic English seems hopeless to me but as a tutor I have to try my best to help them. The thing is, these students does not have the initiative to learn. When they go home all they do is play computer games or watch TV or sleep. I suggested that when they are home they should at least read some English storybooks, easy ones that is and if they have a hard time understanding they can come and ask me and I will be glad to help them. For the past few weeks, I was preparing them for their mid-term exams, I gave them extra classes and on top of that I myself was having my exams and assignments due, it was one crazy week, whereby I felt like I was going for a breakdown.

so many brands!! WOW!!

I have been so stressed that I actually considered smoking. Since I hear a lot of people say smoking helps to distress one, I was willing to give it a go.

To smoke or not to smoke.... decisions....


a puff won't kill now ...

Feels damn good~!

Some of my friends said I was nuts, some forbid me to do it. In the end...I didn't do it.

Flu tablets ... sighs....

For now, I still have heaps to do and hopefully I will still be standing at the end. I have fallen sick again due to the stress and also the unforgiving humid weather we are experiencing down here.

Note:Those photos of me puffing the ciggies are just an imitation... I suck being a smoker.... but am good at imitating it! SO I DIDN'T SMOKE IT !!

空白

时间过得真快。。。已经五月了。。。。五月一日是Labours Day也就马马虎虎的这样过。现在也不知为何我脑袋里一片空白。。。什么都不会想。。。但。。。突然想起了你。。。不知你过得还好吗？ 可是看来你过得很好很好。。。真好。。。很好。。。过得好就好。。。

真的真的好想你。。。真的好想好想。。。我尽然。。。会生活在思念中。。。哈哈。。。。

觉得自己好傻。。。。

你要好好照顾自己。。。。多多加油。。。gambateh....Aza Aza Fighting!
保重....

Arrggh! Tax!

Its tomorrow!! My taxation issues mid-term test... I am so screwed.... tax is fun in a way... but at the same time it is one confusing subject..aih aih...

We are going to be tested on 5 chapters.... yes 5 chapters are there are so many things to remember lucky for me its an open book test... eh.... wait..... is open book that good? I don't think I even have the time to flip through ever single pages of the Australian Master Tax Guide (MTG). Which chapter am I in now??? Only in Chapter 4 Residency.... a really confusing topic.... gosh... and my worst topic si topic 5 which is on Capital Tax Gain fondly known as the CGT. I sucked at this topic period... what am I to do..... *cries*

The MTG.... from Tee Heng... lolx.... looks like Oxford dictionary man! Wing do you miss this book? lolx!

I need some dose of donuts and a cup of Nescafe to calm me down...hey... waitta minute... I forgot I went to buy some more donuts with weepinky yesterday...yes... donuts for life! Believe it or not I thought the donut craze would have fade put but guess what there was still a long queue there. haha!

Donuts! Donuts! yeah... I am going nuts!

Oh well.... back to the books now... wish me luck ok?

4月26日

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Short Talk:

Ahhh.... tax mid-term exam tomorrow... can I do it? I hope I can....
Another thing is I would like to make a short correction. The catholic church (not the one one the hill top) was actually in Serian and not near Sri Aman.

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时间过得真快。。。一眨眼就在4月中了。我的一个星期的假期也就这样的过了。在这儿慢慢的过每一天。。。每一天都在思念你。。。好想好想看到你哦。

再多三天，72个小时，4320分钟，259，200秒， 你将会离开马来西亚，开始您的航陈去Khabarovsky,俄国。您会戴在那儿三个月。。。离马来西亚很远。。。我也离你很远。。。真舍不得但是还是你的工作重要。

到了Kharbarovsky，是个陌生的地方，你要好好的照顾自己的身体及健康哦。工作规工作不要把自己累坏了。 我会在这儿为您加油打气哦!GAMBATEH!!!

Darling I Miss you heaps!

不想回家的感觉。。。

很不想回家。。。

你们是否有每有这一种感觉。。。很不想。。。很不想回家的感觉？

我，最近总有这样的感觉。很奇怪吧?为什么，我有一个家，我不想回。 其实，答案，非常的简单。那就是我一回到家就觉得很累，因为，我没有自己的空间，我好像被绑着，关在一个笼子里。想做什么都不能。我真的真的很累。

为什么她那么爱控制人家的生活？为什么她就不能体谅我？每一天，回到家就听她唠唠叨叨，说个不停。。。烦死我了！她现在给我一种很不想回家的感觉。

尤其是今天，　我刚刚玩了三天回来。　本来想带她出去走走。。。但是一回到家看到那张不爽我的脸，就让我觉得很讨厌，　让我觉得不想回家。　

他常说我很自私，今天也不例外。她说，养孩子真没用。。。因为我很自私。　只知道去玩，害了她拜五的事侯去和回做工需要找人去载她。

事实上，我为什么要拿假期出去玩，是因为我已经很累，我真的真的很累。　我己有， 没有好好度假。只是做工及读书。　从去年年尾，我突然觉得很累。看着朋友们一个两个去度假，　我在这里一直在做工，读书　又在做工。我很累，为什么她就不懂，难道她觉得我是铁打出来的吗？说我因该减轻她负担。。。我还在念书，我所用的钱是我自己赚来，很少跟她要钱。除了在考书时期我没做工需要利用钱才跟她拿一点点。　拿了也很后悔，因为要听她唠叨。

有时候，她没事做，来跟我吵架。。。真的很无聊。。。脑海里整天只是钱钱，很想跟她讲干脆她嫁给钱算了，因为他那么的爱钱。

这家。。。已经不像是个家了。。。对我来说已经失去家庭温暖。。。令我不想回家。。。。

Please let me pass

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2 down and one more to go...please...please let me pass my FIS...Lord....help me....
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After my contract law paper, I was rushing on with my nightmare subject, Financial Information System. I have been taking this subject for 3 semesters already, and I do not want to do it again. By right this semester the questions are suppose to be easy. But I had no idea what happened to me. Towards the end of the paper, my mind started to go blank. I forgot my formulas... I was in the shits.

Studied too long...got bored and started to get vain .. XD

I thought I have done well, until when I came out and starting discussing with my friends (big mistake) my confidence level fell to almost 0. I thought I was going to go up to the 9th floor of Swinburne and just jumped down and die.

88~... good number and was at the 3rd table so its 883~~ nice~~

My worst nightmare!! >.<

I am not going to blame it on my lecturer but, I know that,I, myself is to be blame for not practising enough. Sighs... now I can only hope that I can at least get a pass for this subject. If in the worst case scenario that I fail, I might just quit studying or just study another course.

Another story, while I was studying for my FIS in uni, My church friends were so kind to bless me with "green bean soup" and gave me a card to bless and encourage me. Guys, the soup was delicious. Just right not to sweet. Am very touched by you guys. Thank you for your card too.

The card and the soup~


The Card~


The soup~

Chee and Tee Heng Good Luck with your Auditing tomorrow!

1 Down 2 More to go!

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2 more subjects....FIS and macro....gosh....tension? nah...nervous? wee bit....procrastinating? a bit
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Finally, 1 paper done and another 2 to go. My first paper for yesterday was Contract law. How did I do, seriously... I had no idea what the hell was I writing in that exam hall... I seriously seriously had no idea. Cross my fingers, and pray that I will pass.

Darn....why is it always me the one who sits in the first place...bah!


Cover page of Contract Law paper

Now, I need to work hard for my FIS. This is my nightmare subject. When I think about it, it gives me the jitters! LOL.

Gambateh Edwin!

Vivien, All da best in your Marketing Behaviour!
Chee and Caloon, All da best in your E-marketing!
Ing Ming and Caloon, all da best in your Company Law!

Push too Hard

You wanted so much from me
But when is it than you can see
And how could I make you understand
That I need some space to breathe
I am a human, I've my own stand
Sometimes the words you say brings seethe


I really wanted to respect you
But I am starting to find it hard to do
The harder I try, the more I can't
Its a space of freedom that I need,
I wish you will grant
In life we should learned to be satisfied
So let us try not to fight

If you pushed too hard
I am afraid sooner or later I might break apart
If you pushed too hard
Hearts are bound to be broken and scarred
If you pushed too hard
One day this family is bound to break apart

You wanted to control everything
Controlling people gives you satisfaction
And now this family's love and warmth is dying
Could we all end up in separation?

I hope that would not be the end
This family's relationship I shall fend
Cause no matter we are connected
nothing could let this connection be separated

If you pushed too hard
I am afraid sooner or later I might break apart
If you pushed too hard
Hearts are bound to be broken and scarred
If you pushed too hard
One day this family is bound to break apart

I know sometimes I am rude
But I promise you that I'll mend my ways
Let not little problems spoil our mood
Lets open up ourselves for better days

By Dwinz

Test....Test...Test...

Bugger....its only the 5th week and already test and exams are coming in. The worst part is that it's just the beginning now and there is still a long road ahead. So I guess my suppose to be upcoming post about Malaysia's actual age has to be delayed. Need to drill myself for the first paper now, Contract Law.

Actually come to think of it how time flies by so fast. It seems like I have just started my semester not long ago but now I have been studying for a month already. Soon I will be sitting for my finals again. I sure hope I can pass all my papers this semester, and I also hope I can change my attitude towards my studies this semester, trying hard but little progression, seems like in my life I have too many distractions. No, lets put it this way, I am one disorganised arse, no doubt about that. Every time I make a plan to study I end up doing something else like watching CSI Miami, CSI and CSI NY.

Tomorrow will be my first test, as I have mentioned its Contract law, one heck of a buggerin subject which I do not like at all. It requires a lot of reading like all my other subjects, my lecturer expect us to answer the test like professional law students and come to think of it my major or put it this way our major is in accounting. Worst come to worst, I had to read a whole full 6 chapters on the laws of contract, how shitty can things get?

Well back to my books now. Wish me luck!

WHY

Why have I tried so hard but I still failed?
Why are you never satisfied with what I have achieved?
Why must you always compare me with others?
Why am I never good enough to you?
Why are you so hard to satisfy?
Why is it that everything you talk about is about money?
Why can't I be who you wanted me to be?
Why am I such a loser?
Why can't I pass my FIS paper?
Why am I in this family?
Why am I born into this world?
Why do I hate him so much?
Why can't I forgive him?
Why is it that whenever I see him hatred rises?
Why I am always mad at him?
Why is Accounting such a tedious course?

Results are out....

I have waited for hours and hours, finally my results are out! How was my results? Well for starter I passed both my Law in Global Business and also my Microeconomics. BUT I failed my Financial Information System again... This is bad... I am not sure that I can resit for the paper or not. Or do I have to repeat the subject.


If I have to repeat the sub I have some serious thinking to do. Should I stay in accounting or should I just switch my course to another major. Maybe I am just not cut out for accounting. Maybe I should think that I am cut out for accounting. Should I carry on accounting?

So far this is how my results look like:

HBC 220 N
HBE 110 P
HBL 111 C

In Swinburne N stands for NOT PASS, P for PASS and C for CREDIT. Well I really need to think hard now. This is hard, I am worried for my friend David now, for his results ain't very good. The other think that I am thinking now is what the counsellor told me. Will Swinburne let me continue in this course.

GOD GIVE ME AN ANSWER PLEASE...LEAD ME THE WAY...

Judgement Day Arrives...

Alas, the day I feared most has arrived. Today is my 'judgement day'. What 'judgement day' are you thinking? Well let me fill you guys in. Today is the day the my final examination's results is coming out. I dreaded for this day to arrive. Now it is here. I am as nervous as hell now. I really really hope that I can pass all my subjects. Just a pass that is all want and nothing more than that.

This is my second and last chance my mom is giving me for passing this Accounting course that I am taking. If I fail one subject that is the end of the line. I am not studying any more. This is hell man. I really really hope I can pass man....

I have been praying and praying in hopes that the Lord will answer my prayer and let me pass. I truly hope tomorrow my prayer will be answered.

Ready or not in maybe 8 hours or so I will know what is the result and my future.

Artwork from: Duncan Long
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5ive Complaintz... Life is full of complaints...ha ha

Life is full of complaints =D

Okay I was tagged by samgoh, so here you go my five complaintsssss:-

1. When the heck is my salary coming out! It is already 6th June 2007 and my salary is not out yet! hopefully by this Saturday it will be out!
2. I need more cash, Sighs... each month I find myself cash strapped! I need more cash...anyone knows a better paying part-time job whereby they pay you ON-TIME?
3. I hope I can pass my finals! Shitty man, my finals was not exactly easy, I hope I can pass this time or else that is the end of me in Swinburne.
4. Where did my lecturer go? Okay why am I blogging now? and where am I now? I am in Swinburne stuck can't find my lec? where did she go? must be lunching now... =.=" (Miss don't lunch for so long lar)
5. Need more exercise, Ed... you are plain lazy... you need to get more exercise you look so flabby and full of lard!

Actually there will be more than just five complaintsssss... haha I have more to that!

Who am I gonna tag? Hmmm...

Angel
Jadey
brenda
ah Yieng
Johnson
Rossa
Amoi


This post will not have any Chinese version, due to the fact that I am in Swinburne and there is no Chinese Language for me to use here. So very sorry. 抱歉

To translate this post you can try and use babel fish translation

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我爱错了吗? 我错了吗？

“这是我第一次用华语来写和表达我自己，有什么错字或错误，请多多原谅也请您们多多赐教。谢谢”

我发现到..."爱"是一个很难去解释的一个东西.我现在觉得很困扰, 我不知道我是否做了一个对的决定.

我也不知道我爱她有多少, 我只知道, 我现在有点后悔把那些话讲出来. 我伤害了她...也对不起她.

朋友们说我不爱她, 我在想是吗? 我真的不爱她吗? 我真的做出了一个很错的决定嘛? 我是不是有点太残忍了?

这么对待一个这么爱我的人.

在这些年以来...我是在静悄悄的爱人...伤害了我自己...为了我心爱的人任何的事我都可以为她做. 回想起来， 我是个大笨蛋.我在爱情上一向来很乱...所以总是伤害了我自己. 我所爱的人， 都不爱我...我也只好认了。。。因为这样让我觉得心很痛。 这几年来。。。我只体会到痛苦和被人伤害的感觉。

因此，我对我自己说， 我要放弃爱情， 不再去爱别人， 不要让爱情冲昏了头。但是， 我还是做不到。

我还是爱上了另一个人...我爱她...甚至也拿起勇气，在某个晚上跟他表白...我心急着等她的回复...各天晚上, 她终于回复了我，但是， 答案不是我想知道或想听的 -- 他拒绝了我。 但是，她希望我们还是能够做好朋友。 我接受了这个事实。。。我也很高兴她还能把我当成好朋友来看待。 其实，我也有做好心里准备会被她拒绝，虽然知道但是心还是觉得酸酸的。

也许就因为， 我被她拒绝了， 心里很闷， 就跑去喝酒，喝了还满醉的。。。真的很好笑。

我有个很要好的朋友知道我喝醉了，还驾车载人。。。把我给臭骂了一顿。其实， 我活该， 是因该被骂，我并没生气他，因为是我的错。

过不久后， 有个很好的女孩跟我表白。当时，有点惊讶。可是、我并没有表现出来。我没拒绝她也没有接纳她。过了四天的考虑以后，觉得因该给彼此一个机会就接受了她。当时也不知道为何我会这么做。突然觉得，我太冲动了。

不久后，我发现，我真的是太冲动了。 我就跟她说我们还是冷静下来。 了解对方多一点，还有我也想把自己的情绪稳定下来。我的这些话因该给她造成了很大的伤害。我觉得非常的抱歉。这一切是我的错。当初我不应该这么快的接受她。还有，她人现在在吉隆坡，我呢，人在古晋。我们是在谈远距离恋爱。 我看不到她，她也看不到我，是有点难。

我也答应她说我一考完式就会给她一个答复。我女方的朋友大多数叫我分手，男方说我很残忍，没良心这样对待一个女生。

想起来我是的确很残忍，说得难听点是连禽兽都不如。 因为到现在我才发现我还是很爱之前我暗恋的那个女孩。我发现，她在我的心里很重要，虽然她之前已经拒绝了我的表白。现在，我还无法去接受任何人的爱。

我是真的，真的，真的对她觉得很抱歉。我在这想向她道歉。 对不起。

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Stupid Fecking Arseholes

It is only 6:07am in the morning and what am I up so early in the morning? Not thanks to those f**king bunch of arseholes who attempted to break into my house and failed miserably.

It was around 4 am in the morning, an hour after I fell asleep and I was awaken by the barking of my dog. It wasn't just any ordinary barking, at first my dog was yelping as if he was being attacked by someone and straight away I woke up to see what happened and it wasn't only me. My mum was up also. We notice our beloved little dog was barking and staring straight into the bushes as if something is hiding in there. It was pretty dark outside so it was pretty hard for me to see if anyone was hiding out there.

The barking went on continuously for another 30 minutes or so. The most wonderful part was, with all the commotion and barking going on outside, my dad was still able to sleep soundly. Even my neighbours were awaken by the vigorous barking from the dogs. He still can sleep!

One of my neighbour a nice old lady said she spotted 2 men walking pass the back alley of our neighbourhood. They were carrying a bag. She also mentioned that usually around 4 am in the morning you will see them walking and passing the neighbourhood. Scary stuff...but better not let me catch those bunch of goons and SOB coming into my house.

After that, I just found it hard to sleep again and was pretty much awake until now which I will be sending my mum to work soon. As for my dad...*speechless* he is right now snoring and back to his dreamland *shakes head*

Partially Drunk?

Wasn't in a great mood for the past two nights. So I decided to go and have some fun and go and have some drinks. On Saturday night Kelly JJ accompanied me and we went to Barz!ng @ Travillion there. Had a couple of drinks and was watching couples making out with each other. The high light of the night was... WATCHING A BUNCH OF FLUBBERS DANCING! There are these 3 ladies whose in their late 30s I believe all big in size. So 2 of them started to dance and the shook their well thing. Then this friend of theirs who was quite big and she started to dance those slutty dance. I was like ... Oh... No.... no...no...no....NOOOOOOOOOOOOO.........

IMAGINE A LADY THIS SIZE DOIN ALL THOSE SEXY MOVES... NOOO!

By the time we got home, well we were pretty much half drunk. Then came the second night and also our last night working at The Junk Restaurant. This time Seng Hock came along with us. We decided to change place since our Barz!ng experience wasn't exactly a great one. We decided to go to Soho this time. Well the Soho experience was way much better. A lot more better looking girls less fuggly looking girls there. Ha ha!

Was pretty much drunk look my dace and my chest is scarlet red... LOL

Ai yai captain... me is off to bed now! *Hiccups*

Anyway had a couple too much of drinks so I think I got pretty drunk by then and I was pretty high too. But my mind was still clear and I still know what I was doing then. when I got home I was quite drunk already and I notice my whole body was flushing scarlet red. Was pretty cool... but I did felt better.

Again thanks to Kelly JJ and Seng Hock for being there with me.

Sayonara to Mr. Nice Guy

I have learned that in life, it doesn't pay to be a kind and good sometimes. So as from today onwards I am going to treat people nicely if they do the same to be. I'll be an asshole if they gonna be assholes. Who cares bout what they think... I mean hello sometimes in this harsh reality one has to be selfish.

Why I don't want to play Mr. Nice guy anymore? its simple. I was kind enough to advise a friend about a change to time for our micro tutorial class for this week. He was absent for the second lecture and it was during the lecture our micro lecturer asked us about whether could we attend the Thursday's tutorial class. Naturally most of us...well all of us did not have any clashes and agreed to attend it.

When I told him about the changed of time for this week's tute he said he can't make it and I asked him are there any clashes for that time. He gave me some weird answer. I got fed up and told him, if you have nay clashes or what so ever it is none of my business so you go and tell or explained to the lecturer... suddenly his msn status went offline... hmmmm... weird it was not even 11pm yet and never came online again... I had a hunch I was being blocked by him.

So I asked his housemate, did he went out or something? Then the housemate said no...why? he is in his room... he is online now too, can't you see him online? I said no in my msn list he is offline... so it is clear from here that I am being block.

I mean this is great so now I know I am just being a busybody... So from today onwards I am not going to help him I am going to mind my own business. I felt very insulted and hurt when I got blocked... at least I know an ass he is...

So can anyone advice me... what should I do? Should I act like nothing has happened?? Or should I bloody forgive him...or ignore him?? Advice please....

The moral of this story: TO MIND MY OWN FUCKING BUSINESS....

Warning!! Finals Comin Up!

Wakao!!! Die la me this time.... Finals are comin up real fast and am I still so cool about it... shit shit.... gotta study gotta study... but leh my lazy worms are stronger than my will power...

Sum-more 1st day 2 papers... OWNING!!! (from dota ;p)

blek!!