Why have I tried so hard but I still failed?
Why are you never satisfied with what I have achieved?
Why must you always compare me with others?
Why am I never good enough to you?
Why are you so hard to satisfy?
Why is it that everything you talk about is about money?
Why can't I be who you wanted me to be?
Why am I such a loser?
Why can't I pass my FIS paper?
Why am I in this family?
Why am I born into this world?
Why do I hate him so much?
Why can't I forgive him?
Why is it that whenever I see him hatred rises?
Why I am always mad at him?
Why is Accounting such a tedious course?
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
WHY
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there are always these questions,
and there never seems to be any answers to fully understand the 'why's?'
but as long as u have people who are rooting for you and are there when you fall.
life ain't that bad and lonely right?
if got any problems, i'm here for yah k? im just a txt,msn,e-mail,tag,blog and maybe a few thousand miles away.
but im here on this earth living,breathing with both my sight and hearing!
*though sanity unsure*
but i'll be your supporting mei!
*hugs* xoxox
Chin up. I've said what I have had to say... My fingers are crossed for you. I've talked to "her" for you. "Him" I can't do much ...
well what do u expect? wishing your bed is filling with stuff animal? parents that give u money to buy sweet and give u a kiss to ur forehead when u sleep? or perhaps when u fall they hold u up and giv u a hug then? what are u? a 10 years old kid?
even now 10 years old kid out there start to look for a job to survive.
face the truth kid!! u still have a long road to go. what giving up so soon?! man when u giving up n blaming these n that. no one gonna help n pity u kid.
when u keep on sobbing, people keep on moving forward. do u think they really care what u face? They don't give a "s*it"!
u jus sit there n rot to the ground while others, they jus move on with their success.
feel wanna cry? lol...what a weakling u are. is that all u got?
GET UP AND SHOW US SOME REAL SHITT MAN!!!
be strong.
there's still a long journey ahead of u.
if u've anything, i'll always be there for u.
emointhecorner: Haha... true true. Haha... I'm ok actually, just feeling frustrated sometimes... so realise tension a bit. But thanks to my church members I feel a lot better. Now am just gonna wait for my coordinator's call.
Thanks mei mei, *HUGS* your so nice. So emoness lol...
mystique:Thanks a lot, these few years so much has happened to this family. But I am glad to have you by my side all the time. Love you heaps. =) *HUGS**HUGS*
anonymous: Hello there... errr.... no I am not giving up nor am I crying just frustrated... and venting my frustration in this post =D
you sure that 10 year old kids have to come out and work... I bet it must be in those really poor countries... very sad to see that. How I wish I was there to help those unfortunate kids. Maybe in the future I will.
I am right now doing a great deal of thinking of my next step. So am not giving up and definitely NOT a WEAKLING.
Thanks for reading my blog, Cheers mate. =D
angel: hehe, don't worry I know there is still a long journey to go. Hehehe.... and thanks for being there for me too. I really appreciate it...
Haha... why else do you think my blog is named the Journey Through the Highways of Life?
haha... glad to have u back and of course not giving up and not a weakling.
cook lunch~~~
well hope u are not one of those "ass" that only blame yet not going to change.
just to tell no one here is not perfect easy on thier "road". it might mean very rough for u this road is. but who know, the road after might be nice.
weakling o not i don't know... BUT!!! u are losing hope tat i saw. hohoho
Hope ur story won't end here kid. u are just like a tiny sand in this world. with or without u won't have any different in this world. IT STILL TURNING AROUND!! u know.
nananana
it's cause of my emoness that im just the "sweet" and "understanding" lil girl .
*BLEARGH*
ok getting high on myself ahahahah lol. it's amazing tht that's possible.
anyway everyday we're learning something new and moving on or dwelling on the events that have happen. It's how we become the people we are and that we can understand those who also may feel the same way.
that's why some people are compassionate or
total biatches -_____-.
now those can gladly be asked the 'why' question on their existence ><"
YOSH! GANBATTE!
Fight! Fight! Fight!
angel: Life is full of challenges and one must not give up so easily. =D
anonymous: Changing is always the hard part... hey but this is life... as we grow, we learn and we change.
I know that in one's life there will be full of challenges. We must always face these challenges but at the end of the day, these challenges makes you a better person, a wiser man.
I won't deny that I was loosing hope =P hahaha... but great friends around me and my good ol sister have been encouraging, advising and supporting me. And rough comments like yours do good for me too... buahahaha... it makes me see things in a different way.
Aren't we all just a spec of sand in this world. Once we are gone that is it... time still ticks away and the earth still moves and life still moves on as it is. Cruel but true...sighs.
emointhecorner: hahaha I won't argue with the first point of yours. I miss your emo-ness. LOL
Its true... every step we take in our life we actually learn something new. It may seem that life is very routine. But each day is a different day. Life is just full of happiness and sadness... heck that is what makes life so interesting innit?
But because of the harsh evironment I think that most people in this world have turned into total beotches and arseholes. Which at times you just feel like you want to give them a few good slaps on their face to wake them up.
Which reminds me there was this girl that day in Junk... man does she have the beotch word written all over her face... she is down right beotchy which I really didn't want to serve her table... sheesh... such a beotch...
Yeah Let us all work hard together neh... GAMBATEH!
Elo....hmmmm...hang in there kid... i won't wan to see u one day on newpaper lol...of cos on good side would be good(i mean on newpaper).. but not on the bad side...
peace.. ( -___-) V
Oh~ forgot to say... dun sleep late u *tu* *tu* *tu*.... before u take k ur prob...take k ur health first
Lone: LOL... don't worry I won't haha... and thank you very much for dropping by in my blog and leaving comments. I really appreciate it
1. Think POSITIVE 4 ur WHYs..
2. Be ENCOURAGE by all ur frens comments..
3. When smth gets wrong and not ideal, THINK OTHER WAYS and u'll find another solution and good point for it(* The Most Important Point*)
4. Looks 4 ur frens for ADVICES when u faced any problems or jus express it out to ur blog. U'r good in this. My praise 4 u !
5. Lastly, be CONFIDENT and BRAVE in facing and solving anythings in the world.Life shall become easier when we Challenge it and face it with our FAITH !!!
Good Luck to U ALL...
**Siang**
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