Sunday, April 20, 2008

Day Trip-Sri Aman

Well.... I have spend my holidays doing a few things. Basically I went to Unimas with David to see their student's artwork, coffee and Donut session with my bro Sam and a day trip to Sri Aman with again, bro Sam. Ha ha.

Well, due to the fact that my part-time job only earn me peanuts and I am still studying I can't afford any overseas holiday trip. I can't go to the US, come to think of it, I can't afford to go to KL for now. I don't have people sponsoring me to go to Bangkok, Thailand. Sighs.... how sad can I get... LOL... but a person like me... doesn't really care, so Sri Aman is as anything.

We started our journey around 10.30am and we went for breakfast first. After, breakfast we started our journey to Sri Aman. Sri Aman is in a division on its own and it is around 188km away for the city of Kuching. It takes roughly 3 hours to reach Sri Aman and another 3 hours back to Kuching.

Sri Aman is a small cowboy town, nothing much to do there but if you do go there it is the tidal bore that you should not miss! Sri Aman is famous for its tidal bore. Every now and then, there is this huge tidal bore and sweeps through the Batang Lupar River which passes through this town.

Basically, its a laid back town, relaxing. So... I will let the photos to do some talking...

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On the way up

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passed by durian town - Serian

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on the way up to serian you will see this chapel called the Hossana chapel

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Bro sam and I

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Our very first! self-made glazed donuts with fruits! haha

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Life's Journey~~

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Signboard

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The sign says " Jalan Ban Hock" they have Ban Hock Road too?!

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Yahoo... we are not far away....!

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A catholic church before reaching Sri Aman

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Sports center @ Sri Aman

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Their Icon.. doves

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The Market

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The Stadium

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A Chinese temple overlooking Batang Lupar River

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Wah! Pollution

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Tidal Bore signboard, haha

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Part of Batang Lupar River... this river is famous for man eating crocs!

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The beauty of nature

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They light shining down for heaven...

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Rainbow

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

New Bedsheets!

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Short Talk:
Having Holidays now... one week... ah...relaxation... WAIT! I have not touched my Taxation yet! arrggh! Back to books again... bleh!

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Ha....Ha.... He ...He... Ho... Ho.... I got new bed sheet and new pillowcase~ I am so happy! Well to be more precise, this is the first time ever I shopped for my own bedsheets. I don't know why I had the sudden urge to buy new bed sheets.

So the urge brought me into Aussino. Initially I was aiming at buying standard bed sheets which cost around RM69.90 but the thing is that I am using a single bed and for single bed package it comes with only one pillow case and the dang thing is that if I get the RM 69.90 bedsheets with patterns on it, it will be very hard to for me to find an extra pillow case to go with it! Yes! I am greedy I sleep with TWO pillows... I need one for hugging you know.

So, when I visited Aussino the second time. The store manager or assistant told me they are having offers now and its 50% of for one section of the bedsheets. As I browse through the choices I decided to settle down for the 100% pure cotton bedsheets with 260 thread counts. The original price of the bed sheet is RM 115.00 so after discount it is only RM 52.50!! Yahoo!!! I was overjoyed so I stared choosing the colour that I wanted which is Khaki. But dang! the Aussino branch in Spring did not have singles for the 100% cotton... sad... sad.... but fear not because they have another branch in Tun Jugah so the kind manager/ assistant called up the other branch and asked if they have it and lady luck seems to be with me that day because they still have a few left in the Tun Jugah branch.

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Aussino @ Spring

So, after class I send my car for servicing and ask David to save me from boredom and we went down town to Tun Jugah. Alas, when we arrive in Aussino I straight away asked the sales assistant and she brought me to the shelf where they keep the 100% cotton single bed sheets. I also found out that they have more choices for pillow case in this branch so I took extra pillow cases with the same material as the bed sheet that I am getting and guess what! There is a 50% discount for the pillow case too!

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My new bed sheet and pillow case... *loves*

Just in case, you guys are wondering why am I so picky with the colours is because I like my stuff to match and to look nice and also comfy! ha... ha!

Oh I was overjoyed so I took the items and paid it at the cashier and the total cost was RM85.00. So it wasn't that bad at all.

Now, I can't wait to use the new bed sheet! ha! ha!

So there goes, dwinz first time buying bed sheets for himself ... ha ha

P/s: Angel the bed sheet is for me NOT you la! Lol...you got the wrong idea about your birthday present! Lolx!


Saturday, April 12, 2008

Yahoo! Donuts! Do-nuts!!!

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Short Talk:
Holidays for me! Wakakaka.... eh wait.... after the break I have assignments and exams... darn and my taxation facilitator ( what he calls himself), Nick told us that our exam will be extremely tough and we need to study hard for it... read the MTG ) Master Tax Guide.... and I still have MDM assignment to do.... Company Law to study....

*Poofs* there goes my holidays..... sighs....

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As all of you know... I dwinz is a donut freak.... yesh.... I luuuuuvvvvvv donuts... I am 'do'-'nuts'! get it? do-nuts? Lolx.... ok... fine I am really crazy.

Well, Since the opening of a few decent shopping malls in Kuching we have been seeing and influx of new retailers coming into Kuching. One of the most recent and upscale mall, named The Spring, which spelled heaven to me. Why? Well Spring is the premier lifestyle shopping mall in Kuching. It houses most of the international brands such as Esprit, Padini, Guess, G2000, Samsonite and many more.

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Part of Spring Shopping Mall

To add in my love for this mall was the recently open donut shop called Big Apple donuts and Coffee. Yes! Yes! I am elated, finally a decent donut shop in Kuching... its like I am in a dream. So first was to taste the donuts!

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Big Apple's outlet in the Spring Kuching

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Big Apple Donuts! Yums!

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(L-R) Pink Panter, Mango Tango, Chococino

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(Clockwise L-R from top) Ice Berg, Mango Tango, Chocoholic, Green Teaser, Strawberry and Chococino.

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Big A's donuts range


Earlier on in the morning, I heard that there was a long queue of people buying the donuts or more like trying out their luck for 1/2 dz of free donuts. So I went around 4 in the afternoon and to my surprise the queue was still quite long! I had to be in queue for 45 minutes just to get the donuts... yeah everyone in Kuching is in a donut craze now... I wonder how long would it last though. Believe it or not I went back again today! bought another 1/2 dz half of it given to cuzzie Sylvia (p/s: enjoy them cuzzie!) ha ha.

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My favourite logo =P

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Everyone is on donut frenzy!


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The open / see through concept whereby one can see how the donuts are made

Anyway Big A is not bad at all, actually their donuts are quite good and the price is reasonable too! Their outlet design looks more or less like J.Co donuts and coffee in Pavillion KL and their donuts are comparable to J.Co too!

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J.Co @ Pavillion KL

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J. Co's logo

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Hmmm... J.Co's donuts seem to be bigger.

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Bananarama.... I miss it!

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Cheesy donut

The only sad thing is... they don't offer Banana rama down here in Kuching...sad.... but they have the mango tango though! he he.

So far I tried a few of the flavours and I thought chococino was good. Green teaser (Green tea) was not that bad either. The weirdest flavour I have seen is the Duren Duren... or Durian flavour donuts! LOL... YES! Durian flavoured!

Overall, I like Big A's donuts and of course I will be going back for more.... Cheers to Big A for opening in Kuching!

Hmm.... I wonder is J.Co thinking of coming into Kuching or not? Lolz

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Happy Birthday

This is a special post specially dedicated to Angel Valerie.

Angel...today is your special day, don't stress yourself too much... relax a bit and enjoy your big day!

Older by another years means you are wiser by another year. Take care and God Bless.

Hugs ~! Muacks~!

A special poem for you.
Another Year

I’m wishing you another year
Of laughter, joy and fun,
Surprises, love and happiness,
And when your birthday’s done,
I hope you feel deep in your heart,
As your birthdays come and go,
How very much you mean to me,
More than you can know.

By Joanna Fuchs


Glitterfy.com - Glitter Graphics


HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN!

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Mr. Sarcasm

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Short Talk:
One week of holiday for me next week.... hmmm... what should I do? Study tax? go Damai? Decisions....decisions....

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As mentioned in the topic.... SARCASM! yeah.... I just realized sometimes I am such a sarcastic asshole, I am soooo sarcastic at times that I myself could believe it!

Why suddenly this topic? Well it happened today... I was having Management Decision Making (MDM) test. I happened to be a wee bit late, so by the time I was in class the lecturer was distributing the test paper. A few other dudes came in later than me.

So while waiting for the lecturer to distribute the question paper... I realized that the dudes later than me got their question paper. In my head " Where the F**k is my question paper?!" Oh well.... as they say... patience is a virtue... so I waited.... and waited...

Suddenly, my wonderful lecturer announces. " OK, Students...please write down your name and ID number on the question paper!".

*Looks at my table....hmm.... looks up again.... feeling pissed.....*....

Suddenly, without knowing I called out really loud and this is what I said....

Me: SIR! I don't have my question paper... where should I write my name and ID number?

* My Lec.... face looking pissed came to me pass my question paper to me and walk off silently*

The consequences.... all the other students were bewildered with my action. All of them must be thinking... that kid got some guts man... or.... that is one crazy dude who does not know the word "DIE"... LOL...

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this kid is nuts!

Sir... Don't fail meeeee....!! Soweee!! Please don't fail meeee... LOL.

I was quite surprise with what I said too....

yeah.... that is all...

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Spiced up the day!

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Sighs..... I'm surrounded with mid-term tests....someone save me.....
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How do you usually start off your day? with a cup of coffee? milk? pancakes? How about starting off your day with a bowl of steaming hot, spicy laksa?

Well, that was what I did a few mornings ago. There is this eating place at Stutong area, called Fat Cat and in this eating place, there is a small stall that sells pretty good tasting Laksa. The price is reasonable too and the portion given is fair.

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The shop... called fat cats... I didn't see any fat cats inside...

Laksa is a local delicacy in Sarawak, can be found particularly in the city of Kuching. It is a spicy dish which consist of gravy made from coconut milk and spices, the vermicelli is blanch and it is served with chicken strips , egg and prawns. A lime is provided to add in sourish taste, 'belacan' is given to give it a more spicy taste.

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Mmmm.... smells good....looks good.....tastes good.

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Yippeee.... Prawn!!

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The lime and belacan that goes well with it

Not many people know how to make good laksa. The stall in 'Fat Cat' is one of the good ones that can be found in Kuching.

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To top it off.... a locally brewed coffee!!

To top it off.... is to drink a good old cup of locally brewed coffee!

Sunday, March 30, 2008

My New Baby~

As I had mentioned in the previous post. I had recently bought a new computer. I can't stand my old computer as it lags like hell.

I am in love with my new baby.... 320gb of Hard disc space, running on 2 gb of ram. AM2 Athlon processor with a speed of 2.20GHZ speed. I am very very happy with it... no more lag problems. More space for animes....YAHOOO...

Best of all I changed my monitor too. Its a 19" Samsung wide screen LCD monitor. The output is just so nice... I am so content now... happy... hahaha....

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My New baby boo~~ *muacks*

Btw...Tee Heng got a new cpu too... hahah his is better than mine... but hey I am happy with mine... I was given a tight budget....

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Unagi~!

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Short Talk:
Back in Kuching....but I might not blog much about the trip to KL cause the photos are not with me :( . Can't show you guys the fun I had if there are not photos provided.

On another issue...YAHOO! I just got married! LOL....no no not that kind of married... I finally got my new comp! I am so happy~~!
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I have cravings for Japanese food. I love Japanese food! Recently a famous Japanese food chain spread its wings into Kuching. That is non-other than the famous Sushi King. Before Sushi King came into Kuching, there are a few Japanese restaurants in Kuching. Some of them are quite good.

Last year I got to know this new dish...well... I guess it was in the menu ages ago and its just that I didn't bother to try it. So one find day, while I was having lunch at Momoyama Japanese restaurant. I decided to try out something new. So I settled for the Unagi set. Just in case some of you do not know what an Unagi is, let me explain to you what an Unagi is....ahemz...ahemz...the definition of Unagi as define is "edpedia"....Lol...joking, joking it should be wikipedia, Unagi is a Japanese word for fresh water eel. YES! Eel...slimy...squirmy snake like eels. Unagi are pretty common in Japanese menu.... the most common one is smoked Unagi and it is usually served with rice. So on that fine day, I got to taste Unagi... and I fell in love with it...the meat is soft and fleshy, the bones are edible (I think...so far I ate the small bones too...). The way the Japanese prepared the Unagi is just sensational.... the eel is not overcooked and the sauce they used for the Unagi is very nice. The sauce is sweet. From that day onwards...I became Unagi crazy.

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Unagis .... awww...aren't they a cute bunch...sad they have to end up in someone's stomach...muahahaha

Whenever I am in a Japanese restaurant, I will order Unagi and gobble it down...and I feel so happy once I am finished with em.

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Ready to be eaten Unagi...big portion....reasonable price =)

Then for the past few days... I kept having cravings for Unagi again! So I learned that a supermarket in Spring shopping Mall. So decided to go take a "looksee"..."looksee" and to my surprise it is not at all that expensive. In fact it is cheaper than eating them in a Japanese restaurant. Prices are tagged according to the weight. Average price is around RM11.60++ and its the whole Unagi as compared half Unagi when you go to the Japanese restaurant. I find the price reasonable and I sort of became a frequent customer there. Haha.!

The other thing I tried was...seasoned octopus... not sure is this a Japanese delicacy... but Kelly introduced it to me. You can obtain it from Ta Kiong Supermarket in Spring too. Price range for the octopus depends on the weight too. On average the price is around RM8.00. The seasoned Octopus is just as good as the Unagi. Is kind of sweet too but its really really very nice. I feel in love with it too. The best part for both of these dishes is that, no preparations are needed for it is ready to eat.

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Seasoned Octopus....ready to be eaten too.... they taste just as good as the Unagi!

I know... I must have sounded like a glutton now... gosh...but food is just so good... I mean good food makes you feel so good. But...hey... I watch my diet too ok... I have been going for jogging sessions with my friends during weekends.... I know what are all of you thinking! WEEKENDS only?? Better don't go jogging like tha..... but... but... hey.... its a good start for me.... considering I am such a lazy bump when it comes to exercising. Ha Ha!


Time to end my post now... back to assignments! Ciao~!

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

A short break

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Short Talk:

Yeah I am getting a new comp...yahoooooooooo!!!!!!! can't wait to get it back!!!! my new wife.

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There will be 2 days of holiday in Malaysia, which is this Thursday and Friday. So I took this opportunity to take a short break. I will be flying off to Kuala Lumpur on Thursday evening and will be coming back on Sunday morning.

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KLIA nah... minus the L

Finally, I am able to use the new terminal of Kuching International Airport. i feel like a kid now as I am very excited. Hahaha!

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Check in area and departure level

Well I will be blogging again maybe there or when I come back. Haha....

Back to study

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Short Talk:

I have not been updating my blog for half a month already. All of you guys out there must be wondering am I still alive or not, am I right? well I am pretty much alive. Its just that I recently started class and the timetable is very hectic and plus my part time tutoring I am quite tired by the end of the day.
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This is really weird. I used to hate study and can't wait for the holidays to come and rest, I always wonder what will the working life feels like and to tell you guys honestly after going for a three months training as an accounts trainee. I was eager to jump back into the classroom and listen to the boring lectures.

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Won't be coming in and out of this building anymore...

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Will not be able to see these buildings everyday....

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Goodbye...cold silent aisle...

This semester I am back to the normal 4 subjects. I was overjoyed, for I managed to pass all my papers last semester. This semester I am taking, Management Decision Making, Company Law, Taxation Issues and Planning and Corporate Accounting. In order to pass I will have to work real hard this semester. I still another more year to completion, so I must work hard and persevere.

I can and I will pas all my subjects! Chiong ar ( means...CHARGE! in hokkien)

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Halooo Swinburne.... From top (current building, New faculty buildings under construction)

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I love this carpark! Weehooo~~!

Well, at least this semester there isn't any parking problems for me as the new multi-story carpark is completed. Oh the joy! The other buildings are still under construction and is slated to be completed in time for this year end's alumni to be held in Swinburne.

Hmmm.....come to think of it... I kinda miss my colleagues and office. Sighs...... back to work now... I mean study.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Nostalgia

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Short Talk:
Back to study soon. I can't wait to go back! Yahoo!!

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A few days before the Chinese New Year, I was doing some spring cleaning. As I was rummaging through my stuffs, I found many of my old stuffs. Basically, some are just junks and I wonder why the hell did I even draw those things or bought those stuffs.

Some of the stuffs are hard to part with but I still had to give them up as my room is being cluttered up and if I don't clean it up soon, I won't have a room anymore. So as I was clearing up I started to clear some boxes which I kept above my cupboard. I found my really old printer and my old keyboard and also my old worn out CD-Rom. Those were they by-gone years.

Then, when I opened up this very nice box and I found birthday cards from close friends of mine. I decided to open up the cards and re-read them true. Suddenly, nostalgic memories started to fill my head. My 19th birthday present. Florence, Koh Ping, Jason and a few other friends who gave me a very nice shirt. They apologies for not getting me the die-cast plane model. For they know I love airplanes a lot and I had a little collection of it. I never really cared of what they got me. The most important thing is that they are around me. I suddenly felt like crying, those were the happy times and now we have all gone our own ways. Some of them far off. Some of them busy with their own lives. I truly missed them so much, that words alone cannot describe how much I wanted to see them.

This has also made me realize one thing, These friends of mine are my true friends. They are the ones who know me so well. inside out,they are the ones who cares for me a lot after my own family. They are virtually like my second family. That is why I truly treasure them so much.This has also made me realize that new friends are not always the the ones who understands me. They can never take the place of these old friends of mine. They are not like my family and they are certainly different. Things happened and it has opened my eyes.

Friends like Tee Heng and Lone are friends that are hard to come by. They are my true friends who will always be beside me when I needed them. Especially Tee Heng, He is a friend that words alone can't describe him. He is willing to help me out in anyways he could, be it financially. He trusts me. I realize that if I do loan cash from him. He will never ask me back in a rush but instead if I wanted to pay him back, he will say, "take your time, you need the cash now". Lone, would be another friend who isn't afraid to help out financially if I have problems or if I am facing family issues, he will be there to guide me and give me advice. These two people are heaven sent. Guys, I truly appreciate you and trust me on this one, we will remain forever good buddies and brothers. If you guys are in need of help, I will not hesitate to help you guys.

At the same time. I realize I also made some big time suck ass friends who are over calculative with me. Its like you asked them to do a bit for you. They will use ethics to pressure you. If I were to talk about ethics with them I think, they would fail big time. These are the friends whom I do not treasure but I will treat them as normal friends.

I've seen many people in life. Some friends, when they are in need of help will come and look for you. Some, when they go back to their own hometown, will never contact you. The amazing part was that even if they do come back. They will never notify you until you accidentally found out that they were here maybe a week ago. Some will give you reasons, saying that..."Oh I am so sorry but I was really busy...so I can't contact or look for you". I sometimes felt that these are very lame reasons.

To my surprise, friends that I have met later are far more warmer and nicer towards me. A friend of mine from Sibu, whom I met later in my years in degree kept inviting me over and over again to Sibu and even offered me to stay over at his house and the amazing part, I jokingly told him I don't have money to eat in Sibu. he just said its ok, don't worry about food just bring yourself over here and the rest leave it to me. Now, if I was to compare this friend with a friend also from the same town which I met say, 3 to 4 years ago, which in my memory, never ever invited me over to Sibu and there are many more things which I will refrain from mentioning in here.


I am not being petty or anything. Its just that, in life there are so many type of people. Sometimes friends are even more better than your own relatives!

All these has taught me, who I should treasure as a real friend.

A little space for dedication:






To Florence:-

Che, I miss you so much and I am so looking forward to seeing you in June or July. I truly hope that I am over in Australia so I can visit you more frequently. You are already like my real sister, even by name and blood we are not. But in my heart you are just like my blood sister.

To Tee Heng and Lone:-

Both of you are what I would say friends that are heaven sent. I truly treasure you guys and let this be a vow that we will be friends for eternity and let not have anything that comes between us in the future. You guys are practically like my blood brothers. Like I mentioned above, if you guys have any problem which I could help within the boundaries that I can, I will help you guys to the end. Bless both of you.

To Kelly:-

Indeed we have met not for a very long time. But fate works in a funny way. You are just like my real sister. What more to think that we are somehow or somewhat related. LOL.

To Vivien:-

We may have met a few semesters ago.But you are such a nice, sincere and helpful friend. I am very happy to have met you. Bless you.

To Ping and Francis:-

Hey there you two crazy people. I wish both of you the very best in the future. Ping I am so happy to see that you have finally found your true love. Francis, I know you are a very busy person and that you don't read my blog. I believe you don't even know the existence of this blog.LOL...but nevertheless, work hard, and treat Ping nicely or else I will give you a good kick on your ass if you don't. Ping same goes to you, treat Francis nicely, or else your case, I will ask Sylvia to give you a good kick on your ass too. LOL. Nyways, All the best to both of you. My blessings towards both of you guys.


To Sylvia:-

Cuzzie! haha...Even if we don't contact much, but you are such a nice cousin. Even we are not closely related but I treat you as a cousin that is closely related to me. We should keep in contact more. Its fun hanging out with you.Bless you always






Colbie Caillat - Bubbly

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Happy Valentine

Two more days and it will be valentine's day. What are your plans with the one you love? A candle light dinner? 99 red roses to show that you will love your partner forever? Whatever it is, I am sure all you have great plans ahead.


I will be spending my Valentine's day with my students. Candle light dinner with them? Well, more like under the fluorescent light, white board and books and heaps of shouting from them and I.

After that, maybe a stroll down the park alone, Maybe a candle light dinner by myself and tell myself how much I loved myself.LOL... How nice would that be eh?

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I love you~~ LOL


Anyway...Happy Valentine's to y'all.
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Sunday, February 10, 2008

Love is in the air?

Love

As we grow up most of us tend to find a companion to accompany us and take care of us and vice versa. At the same time when we find the right person, you will treasure them deeply and you just want to spend more time with them. Relationships can range from complicated to just a simple relationship. It just depends on how the couples deal and see their relationship as.

As for me, I guess I prefer to keep my relationship simple, stress free but at the same time I also require my partner to be sincere and loyal for I for will definitely be sincere and loyal to my partner and of course, it is naturally for me to require the same treatment back. Usually, if I feel that when I am in a relationship that is very stressful, I would usually just give up that relationship.You can say that I am selfish but that is just me. Although, I am trying to change that bit because, I felt that at the very least I should try and curb these problems and not run away from it.

Within these few years. Well mainly, last year and this year, I suddenly became a "couple's counsellor" but I would prefer to call myself "the ear". I have always told my friends (close ones that is) that if they have anything feel free to call me up and I will be more than happier to lend them an ear and also my shoulders if they needed too. Soon, I found out that, I had to comfort and give opinions to them quite regularly. I don't know are my advices and comforting words working on them, but if it works, I am very happy.

As for me, My last relationship was with Angel, it was a brief one. Back then, I felt that we had something special and thus, I decided to give it a go. Well, I do love her but I guess the love wasn't that strong.Furthermore during, that time I was facing a lot of stress, from work, family and my studies. It was then, I realise that I was not ready for a realtionship. Thus, I made the hardest decision in my life, that was to call-off the relationship. I really let her down and felt really bad. But, I felt that since I was not ready, it is fair to her that I should end this relationship.

Angel is well...truely an Angel. Even after the break-up we continued to be good friends. She bought me J.Co doughnuts! How sweet and lovely of her. I must say, she is a very beautiful lady. Beautiful, especially in her heart. I also learnt that she has found a new partner who truely treasures her and cares and appreciate her. Seeing her happy now, makes me happy. Finally she has found someone who is way better than me. Angel, I am very happy for you and I wish you both the very best.

Again,as for me? some of my friends started to ask me am I in a realtionship now because in my friendster I changed my status to 'In a relationship'. Basically, I would say, yes I am in a relationship. So far, everything seems to be smooth after some really rough patches, but sometimes I do feel like my love life now is like a yoyo.

If some are going to ask me about the future with my partner. Well... I will say... the future is still blur for me now. For this depends on both party. I may plan a beautiful future for us...but if my partner is not planning to be with me in the future, what is the point of me making all these stupid plans right? Making a wonderful plan for the future and seeing yourself in the future with your partner will give you the tingles and make you feel exillarated but at the end of the day if your partner doesn't want to be with you, All I can say is that...your whole world crashes down on you and you will feel really stupid and naive. The worse part, is the pain that hurts so much that words alone can't explain. How do I know this? Well lets just say I have been there. That is why it has taught me to be more cautious now. But there is always this small little thought of the future in your head, well I don't know it that apply to you guys out there but it happens to me. So whenever this thoughts comes out I will push it away and I am getting very good with that.I am more to living for today now.

By saying what I have said above there is when I took into consideration of something a friend has told me. There is no Ever Lasting Love. Which I find it partially true, and also partially untrue.I would say it all depends on each individual. For me, I wanted to believe there is but at times I just don't know what to think anymore.

But nevertheless, I am still feeling great!!

I guess I am going to stop here now.

To all my friends out there, Don't bother to ask me who is my gf or whatever. Because when the time comes you guys will know it. I won't entertain or answer such questions for now.

To Dearest Angel:
Thank you for everything that you have done. Thank you for your doughnuts. Thank you for your love. Thank you for everything and words alone can't express my gratitude.I would also like to say that, if you have any problems and you feel like talking to someone, remember I will always be there for you, ready to lend you my ears. Let's just say, it is my turn to be an Angel and I will be your guardian Angel plus a close friend. *Hugs* and *kisses*.

Oh btw... have I told you...you are a true angel in my eyes!

Friday, February 08, 2008

Reluctantly being tagged..... =.=

Ask HIM not to tag me HE just don't understand...still want to tag me. bleh....

Here are those taggies questions:-

Seven things you plan to do before you die


1. Establish a firm career, earn heaps of $$$
2. Spend time with the one I love
3. Spend time with family
4. Build a nice cozy house
5. Travel round the world
6. Help as many poor and needy people as I can
7. Tell the one whom I love that I love you so much

Seven things you can do

1. can spend lots of money
2. can talk crap until others fall asleep
3. can tell super lame jokes that makes people wanna bash me up
4. can make kids cry without beating them, by using sarcasm only
5. can be a real ass if I wanted to
6. can be a really sarcastic ass if I want to
7. can act cute and make people vomit

Seven most repeated phrases or words

1. Shit!
2. Fuck!
3. Macibai
4. huh?
5. o....
6. yea....
7. die liao....

Seven physical traits you look for the opposite sex

1. Sexy
2. Hot!
3. Sizzling hot
4. Cute
5. Kissable sexy lips
6. Smiling face not the 'bin ci ci' one (means always pull a long face)
7. Not an obese lady.


Three names you go by

1. Edwin
2. dwin
3. dwin dwin


Three things you like about yourself

1. Adorable
2. Handsome
3. Damn hot!! (errrr.....don't puke k)

Three things you don't like about yourself


1. Still quite fat...wanna loose more weight
2. being too handsome
3. Too lovable


Three things that scares me

1. Failing my exams
2. No money
3. When someone I love says they don't want me anymore

Three drinks *non and alcoholic*

1. Coffee
2. Milk (choc & fresh)
3. Peach & Orange Juice



Three of your daily essentials

1. Money
2. Handphone
3. Love

Three things that you are wearing now

1. A T-shirt & Short pants
2. A ring
3. A stud


Three of my favourite movies

1. LOTR
2. Simsons, The movie
3. Chipmunks!

Two Truths and A Lie

1. Truth 1 : I am so handsome
2. Truth 2 : I such a hunk
3. Lie: All the truths stated above is a lie

Three things about the opposite sex that appeals you

1.She is look-able
2. Kind hearted
3. Not a total bitch

Three careers that you are considering, or have considered
1. accountant (considering which field to enter)
2. Airline CEO (considering)
3. Lecturer (considering)

Three people you would like to tag

1. Chye Lin ( so she can update her blog)
2. Jadey
3. Johnson


Don't tag me anymore...please I beg of you...